haven't been on in a while. sorry, *tear*  things have been a little hectic. . . .

im moving after freshman year is over. i  cant take these emotinal wars and power struggels anymore. am i weak?  i don't like be emo!!!!!!!!!! *slap*     its an off day. . . .

 i guess somehow i got a boyfriend (i know, your all thinking'no more heartbroke blogs!!!') but whats funny is I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT ONE!!!!!!!!!!! and today he said, 'oh, my heart belongs to someone else so you can only be my mistress.' WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!  and am i supposed to be all giddy with the fact that he wants to 'mark' me. (a.k.a 'hickey')   yeah, i'm not turned on by that. . . .

      

not much today. parents arent home so thought i'd go blog and see if anyone cares. . . . . .just like i thought, no one cares. . . *sad face* if you are dense and couldnt tell but i am emo today. *cuts wrist* J/K i'm not emo, just lonely. anyone know how to fix a broken heart? ah! what am i doing?!?!?! stop being emo *slaps self* there, much better. i was gonna come and blog on valentines day but figured everyone else was so why bother the i eat chocolate candy till i threw up and passed out. yep, same old same old on love day. well, i'm gonna go and listen to flyleaf! byez my peoplez!!!!!

not much today. parents arent home so thought i'd go blog and see if anyone cares. . . . . .just like i thought, no one cares. . . *sad face* if you are dense and couldnt tell but i am emo today. *cuts wrist* J/K i'm not emo, just lonely. anyone know how to fix a broken heart? ah! what am i doing?!?!?! stop being emo *slaps self* there, much better. i was gonna come and blog on valentines day but figured everyone else was so why bother the i eat chocolate candy till i threw up and passed out. yep, same old same old on love day. well, i'm gonna go and listen to flyleaf! byez my peoplez!!!!!

not much today. parents arent home so thought i'd go blog and see if anyone cares. . . . . .just like i thought, no one cares. . . *sad face* if you are dense and couldnt tell but i am emo today. *cuts wrist* J/K i'm not emo, just lonely. anyone know how to fix a broken heart? ah! what am i doing?!?!?! stop being emo *slaps self* there, much better. i was gonna come and blog on valentines day but figured everyone else was so why bother the i eat chocolate candy till i threw up and passed out. yep, same old same old on love day. well, i'm gonna go and listen to flyleaf! byez my peoplez!!!!!

not much today. parents arent home so thought i'd go blog and see if anyone cares. . . . . .just like i thought, no one cares. . . *sad face* if you are dense and couldnt tell but i am emo today. *cuts wrist* J/K i'm not emo, just lonely. anyone know how to fix a broken heart? ah! what am i doing?!?!?! stop being emo *slaps self* there, much better. i was gonna come and blog on valentines day but figured everyone else was so why bother the i eat chocolate candy till i threw up and passed out. yep, same old same old on love day. well, i'm gonna go and listen to flyleaf! byez my peoplez!!!!!